Brains and things

I am addicted to  how the mind works. How drugs, exercise, vitamins, death of a loved one can all affect our brains. I'm obsessed with abnormalities, tumors, all kinds of severe lacerations.. You name it, I've probably already thought it over and then some. I've been thinking a lot about my problem with cancer. That you never know. You just never know. Oncology really gets to me. Leukemia, cancers of the liver, tongue, prostate, uterus, you name the organ and you can probably get cancer there. Even in the brain. So I don't really know what the difference is to me. Why I feel like I can cope with some forms of the disease and why I feel like I could never cope with other forms of it. It's strange. I know that I don't know what it's like to be sick hardly at all. A cough and a sniffle is no where near what is to be considered sick in comparison to what people battling cancer go through every day. I can't wait to help people with their ailments and I'm so excited to get in there and just save some freakin' lives.

This I know for sure.