It surprised me one Saturday morning not too far behind us when I awoke to a mixture of yearning and twinges of sadness but absolute warmth and hope only being made more satisfying by a sense of trust, happiness, eagerness, loyalty and.... Love that I had for sure never felt before in my entire life. (Well.. I'm speaking in regards of feelings towards another person that isn't my son.) Amazed at how I felt, while contemplating the many reasons that had been allowing me to feel this way, I kept going back and forth between trains of thought that my mind was chasing after. After several hours (actually it took all day) I finally understood. Well, let me rephrase that. I understood as much as a two year old would understand in a college calculus course. Absolutely nothing. Though I do understand that the way I feel is... forever.
May life be as beautiful and full of happy surprises as always.
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